Please, SOMEONE help me!! binged and purged hundreds of thousands of calories!!!?

I am a recovered bulimic, and I also am pregnant. It's been about a year since I binged/purged. You need to tell your doctor ASAP, They will probably refer you to a counselor that specializes in eating disorders. The key is you need to want to get better, and it seems like you don't want to be like this anymore. Honestly is key in counseling, because if you lie to the counselor you are only cheating yourself. Good luck.